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the project is back on

Wed Aug 26, 2009, 7:13 PM
Yeeeeeeaaaaaah boi!
I had a whole photoshoot I was going to do in May but I got too busy so I'm gonna be bringing it back soon and putting it in my schedule for November. Redoing all parts (since people are in college and I'm now kind of disliked on a regular basis by some people) and I'm primping my series again so that everything is just right.
*hitting the thrift shops
*getting tons of SPARKLES
*going to either Valley Forge or Riddley Creek State Park
*adding more layers to my characters
*planning wild make up
*sewing the costumes myself (for the most part, hopefully some help here and there)

Needless to say I'm excited about all of this, the series is coming back together and I might throw a preview out in a week or so. :heart:

Keep your chins up, kiddies! You're stronger then you look.

:peace:


  • Mood: Optimism
  • Watching: Some terrible chiller movie

Been awhile!

Thu Jul 30, 2009, 7:40 AM
Been up to a lot too!
Graduated
Senior Week :heart: way awesome!
Fought with friends
Got into College
Went to the Beach
Connected with old friends
Danced around
Started Packing
Got a new bed for my Dad's house

The list goes oooooonnnn! But it's all good, I'm really excited that I've been up to a lot but not all has been good. I'm moving in with my dad soon, so thats exciting, um I've been lacking in uploading stuff and I lost all my old photos so there were many tears. I'm moving this week but I'M GOING TO SEE BILLY JOEL AND ELTON JOHN on saturday night! Eeeee! Also if you wanna know what else I'm up to....

[link]

It's cool. And anyways... I'm really nervous about moving, decided to wait until I'm out there to look for a barn, and overall it's been a really hectic year!

  • Mood: Speechless
  • Reading: They Called it Paradise
  • Watching: Psych

Hurting: Advice?

Mon Mar 2, 2009, 8:32 AM
I can't even say I saw this coming, because I didn't.
I've been missing John even more lately, and I know it should slowly hurt a little less each day but it just hasn't. I guess it's because all of my friends are being rather hostile towards each other. And it's true! They're all getting mad at each other for silly things and fighting, I'm growing so tired of it. I don't even know what to do anymore. I ended up walling myself away from them because of it, because I'm tired of all this fighting and this stupid drama. We're all young adults at this point, between seventeen and eighteen, so why are we fighting like six year olds?
I just don't get it.
I'd like to tell them but I know that'll only end up causing more drama and chaos, and what's worse is that I can feel myself breaking on the inside. In the past couple of months I've been snapping back, I get upset over tiny things that don't really matter, and I hurt. I hurt myself and my family. I'm just so tired of it. I'm tired and I know that if this doesn't stop then I will. I don't want to be friends with the people that hurt me (and yet here I am) I'm here everyday because I don't want the people I love to hurt. Even though what happened last year is happening again.
I'm not going to let this effect my studies, or I'm trying not to, but can't they just give me a break for once!? Can't they stop fighting?
What silly, hurtful, childish friends I have.
And they know it's true right now. They know.
But I just need some help to show them, I need some advice.
One person dies, someone who brought us closer at this death and then four months later we're all at each other's throats. I know it's not John's death that has caused this, that it's something else, but I want to know. I'm not strong enough, okay? I wish John hadn't been taken away because I need him right now. I need him to smile, tilt his head back like he did, and laugh. I need him to laugh at them, I need to hear that there is some joy left in the world, that this anger and drama is all just a phase and that it'll pass.
So please, if anyone has some advice, I could really use some right now.

:peace:
tori


  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Crazy Days: Adam Gregory
  • Reading: The Stranger

Mission: REVAMP

Sat Jan 24, 2009, 8:46 PM
Hey, been awhile!
=)
I'm revamping my gallery, some pieces are being deleted, as they take up room that they really don't need and the galleries have just been redone.
So yeah, updates coming soon about other stuff I think! :heart: So yay!

:peace:
Tori


  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Time to Pretend: MGMT
  • Watching: My mommy bake a cake!

Update?

Sun Nov 30, 2008, 9:26 AM
Yeah, figured I would put an update up or... something like that. =)
Nothing is really going I guess, went to the college fair with Kait and that was AWESOME. Best decision I've made in a long while! :heart: 'cause I think I found THE ONE! Eeeeeee! I'm in love with a college... how sad. :blush:
Ah well, and I also get to help out on the sets of the "Trashed Bride" photoshoots now too! My dad got me in, and I might also be able to sit in on a few photo classes at Moore college with someone he works with! I'm seriously pumped! Woo! Things are seriously looking up for me!
True, the boy and I broke up but we're still friends so I'm happy all the same, you know? If we weren't friends I'd be way more upset then anything, I hate losing people I care about.
Speaking of people I care about... I started talking to a certain someone a couple of weeks ago lightly, and then the more I thought about it the more it made sense to me to talk to her. When John died I was mad at him, which made me think, what if she dies and she doesn't realize that she's still part of my family? That'd hurt more then anything I think.
Also whenever I tell a story I can pretty much count on her being in it, and not telling that story just because she's in it?
Sorry, I like my life too much to alter it.
I know we'll never be the same as we were before, and thats okay, I'm beginning to keep myself more guarded now because I won't let myself hurt like that ever again. It may mean keeping those I love at arms length but I need to watch out for myself a little more. And I am.
=)
And for Harrison: MOST RECENT PERSON TO CALL ME BABY.
Happy? =P
I know where he lives... better sleep with one eye open... I'll make my piece of crap car run just so I can go over there and GET HIM!
I wanna sing and dance now though... =( My school never has any dances that are fun or good... so boo them! I wish we did 'cause it's a great way to burn calories and it's fun and feels awesome! So I think there needs to be a dance asap!
:heart: I think thats all for one day!

:peace:
Tori


  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: One More Time: In-Grid
  • Reading: In Cold Blood

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