Update?
Nothing is really going I guess, went to the college fair with Kait and that was AWESOME. Best decision I've made in a long while!
'cause I think I found THE ONE! Eeeeeee! I'm in love with a college... how sad. 
Ah well, and I also get to help out on the sets of the "Trashed Bride" photoshoots now too! My dad got me in, and I might also be able to sit in on a few photo classes at Moore college with someone he works with! I'm seriously pumped! Woo! Things are seriously looking up for me!
True, the boy and I broke up but we're still friends so I'm happy all the same, you know? If we weren't friends I'd be way more upset then anything, I hate losing people I care about.
Speaking of people I care about... I started talking to a certain someone a couple of weeks ago lightly, and then the more I thought about it the more it made sense to me to talk to her. When John died I was mad at him, which made me think, what if she dies and she doesn't realize that she's still part of my family? That'd hurt more then anything I think.
Also whenever I tell a story I can pretty much count on her being in it, and not telling that story just because she's in it?
Sorry, I like my life too much to alter it.
I know we'll never be the same as we were before, and thats okay, I'm beginning to keep myself more guarded now because I won't let myself hurt like that ever again. It may mean keeping those I love at arms length but I need to watch out for myself a little more. And I am.
And for Harrison: MOST RECENT PERSON TO CALL ME BABY.
Happy?
I know where he lives... better sleep with one eye open... I'll make my piece of crap car run just so I can go over there and GET HIM!
I wanna sing and dance now though...
My school never has any dances that are fun or good... so boo them! I wish we did 'cause it's a great way to burn calories and it's fun and feels awesome! So I think there needs to be a dance asap! I think thats all for one day!
Tori
Optimism
Devious Comments
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"All change is not growth, as all movement is not forward."
--ellen glasgow
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"All change is not growth, as all movement is not forward."
--ellen glasgow
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